When I heard the trailer to New Moon was going to be released during the MTV Movie awards I knew I had to set my DVR. Luckily I was able to catch it before I left work, and my friend and I watched it not once, but three-times! Woohoo Jacob is lookin’ good. I was an Edward fan but seeing these characters in life-form is turning me over to Team Jacob’s side… I mean NOW I understand why Bella had such a hard time choosing! …Anyway, I watched the preview for a fourth time once I got home, with my husband, and watched a little more of the awards. Ok people. Twilight was ok but I don’t think it deserved ALL of those awards.

I think all that award-watching set me up for my dream last night. I was in the audience at the MTV Movie Awards, and they had just gotten done announcing the last award. But after the show was off of TV Christie and Lorraine of The Blogrollers had one last award to give out. The Blog Roller 4th Wheel winner.

I sat in my seat, anxious, waiting for them to announce the winner. They stood up at the podium holding the popcorn trophy and said “And the winner is….” “BABY MAKIN’ MACHINE!!”

I was so excited, I was going to go to BlogHer ’09 with The Blogrollers!

This morning I woke up and checked out their website first thing to see if they had posted the winner yet.– They hadn’t. I checked their Twitter page to see if there was any hint of the announcement–There wasn’t yet. So I tweeted for a little bit that morning before I got ready to go out to see “Up,” right before I closed my computer I checked my @ replies on Twitter one more time and saw a few people had told me what I had been hoping to hear somehow “The Blogrollers just announced you’re the 4th Wheel, Congrats!!” I was so excited… But wait, was this some sick joke? How did they know?

That’s when I realized Chatterbox had announced it live on her blog radio show, I tuned in to hear the end, debated calling in, but decided not to. But sure enough, they told me I had won! I was so excited! You can read the post here. I re-listened to the show so I could hear when the announced the winner, it was really cool. I know it must have been such a hard decision for the judges but I’m SO glad they picked me and I won’t let them, or any of you down!!

So the announcement wasn’t MTV awards and golden-popcorn trophies but it was close… and I dreamt it the night before! So doing some side-by-side comparisons, and if my dreams are accurate, and in fact premonitions–and I had a dream about winning the Blogrollers contest the night before it happened, and a dream about being pregnant with twins the night before aunt flow missed her appointment, then maybe…. Nah. I’m still thinking no. But we’ll see. There are ups and downs with this theory. See, ups… No more debating, it’s taken care of. Downs… I didn’t get a baby-makin’moon, and the fertility yoga I was about to start would pretty much be pointless. So to be honest, I’d be happy either way… I think.

Hubby is up to speed, we’re playing the waiting game. I took another test yesterday… correctly and it was negative. That gave me a little piece of mind but still no visitor, and she’s never gone this long without stopping by, pre or post hormones. Pre-hormones I was 28 days, during I was 28 days and since (for 2 months) it’s been 26 days, and today is day 29. So…. Yea, we’ll see.

My mom said with all of us her tests didn’t show up positive for three months so I’m wondering if there could be some genetic thing possibly? Either now or down the line. I dunno. I think I’m just running a little behind… Which would also be annoying cause that would mean from now on my cycle could be all screwy and different, when I’m use to it being dead on!… Confusing!

I’m trying to think if I feel any different and I really don’t. I have been more sleepy, and taking more naps lately but that’s the only thing that seems like a symptom. I am peeing a little more, but I think that’s because I keep checking for my friend. My boobs don’t hurt. I’m not sure what else I should notice but I feel fine.

So was that a premonition? I guess we’ll see.