Written 10/18 but saved for today.

Three days past my BFPs I’ve begun to worry about other things.

In my journey toward motherhood now, I’ve come to know many women who have struggled with infertility. For reasons I won’t get into here I worried about that for a little while too.

I know we all wonder at some point “when will it be my turn?” No matter if it’s been one month, 24 months, or even before you start TTC, I KNOW we’ve all wondered. It’s natural.

I did what I could to counter the problem I thought we’d experience and so far, it’s worked out for the good.

The battle I’m facing now, is my fear of telling some of my friends. I know by the time I publish this I will have already told you that I’m pregnant. Well today… Weeks before I’m planning to announce it, I’m here wondering how some of my TTC friends will feel, more specifically, my friends facing infertility.

I know everyone has been rooting for me. Over the months people’s comments have ranged from “Just do it already” to “It may take longer than you think.” The “may take longer” comments were the ones that stuck in my head the most, and made me start to plan for the worst.